Our Personal Apocalypse

Before we speak about anything to do with any upcoming Apocalypse (es), let’s first address the fact that millions of people today misuse this word.  Apocalypse, according to Webster’s New World Dictionary means:  To disclose, A prophetic disclosure; revelation.

In ancient Greek days the word meant disclosure of – Knowledge.  As in a lifting of the veil.  A revealing.

At times people who cling to religious dogma –  use the word  apocalypse synonymously with “Revelations of John” and speak primarily of cataclysmic events of destruction, rather than a revelation of truth in the greater sense of Revelation & Disclosure.

Millions of people wait for the “Apocalypse of Nations” as in today’s religious meaning of destruction and havoc.  However, the truth is that we are instead, all in the midst of our own Personal Apocalypse.  A time of Self-Revelation and Self-Disclosure.

In other words, like it or not, most people are running out of space and time to lie about themselves – to themselves.

The dimensional overlaps of the 1990s have left many residual consequences and opportunities, which began to manifest themselves in clear and overt ways in the latter part of 2011.  One of these was the beginning of a global season of division and separation into like, and unlike minded people, which went from the smallest ripples of friendships to the largest ripples within corporate and global power interests.

On the smallest ripple of this division many people found themselves suddenly looking at people they had known for decades with the sudden realization of, “My family is not my tribe!” or “My friends are Not from of my same spirit type or mindset!”  What was tolerable for so many years prior – became suffocating, insufferable, and burdensome.

And thus, even amongst people we did not expect to be affected, we witnessed an increase in divisions, breakups, divorces, separations within churches, organizations, splintering within philosophical thought, political alliances, and financial goals within groups, who had previously been on the – Same Page.

The goals, beliefs, principles, and agendas within these groups began to fragment, to separate, and to be viewed from differing perspectives within what used to be long known and agreed to – parameters and boundaries.  In simple terminology – people and sheeples everywhere were becoming more and more aware of their confinement, whether that confinement was physical, psychological, theoretical, philosophical – or spiritual.

In other words, it was not rare to see people finding themselves out of alignment with people they had known, worked with, and cared about – for decades.

Add to this, the fact that millions of people began to rouse from a haze and began thinking about disregarding their blood lines, their relations, their religions, their cultural backgrounds, their sex – and began to search for – Their Tribe, which aligned with beliefs and values, closer to their own.

People began overtly, if quietly, seeking those who truly felt like “home” and “my kind”.

This has been happening all over the world in greater and greater preponderance since the latter part of 2011.  The timing on this is not coincidental, and does go beyond the normal social engineering in place at that time.  (Yes, I understand that social engineering plays a part in all of this.  However, your “engineers” pick and choose their timing on their propaganda – with specific and precise alacrity, when other dimensional effects and opportunities are in play, and are conducive, for them.)

Each successive year has deepened the alliances within the separating groups who were out to

“Find Their Tribe” and/or their “Spirit Family”, and effectively people began to align with their real family – of spirit, or in the least “begin a search” for what was closest to home for them.  And thus the alignments went beyond the bloodline family, beyond the state, and beyond the individual nation.

Millions of people seeking out others with whom they felt “safe” were first led to the loudest voices, and many found themselves more confused, more lost than before, in dead ends and unsafe places, and never really understanding what “safe place” actually meant or felt like.  And thus for many – the internal interpersonal – shut down.

People who were not aware of what was really going on (globally) began to speak of “energies”, and an engineered circumstance by sinister forces.  Yet factually – it was simply The Time for these divisions and yearnings to address “who is family” and “what” family means  – to start coming to the forefront of human consciousness.  People began to consciously hunger for a greater sense of family alignment, which goes beyond our current small ripple 3D engineered understanding.

So here we are now.  2018.  Now is about understanding that the “us” within us is the “Hidden Us”.

It is about the unseen, and often times unknown – us.

For some, these intervening years have been a gradual process of chaos, confusion, and alienation.

Many of us have refused to allow the apocalypse from within.

For others, it has been a wonderful time of Revealing of true self, and coming into the knowledge of the place our true self holds on this planet today.  For these people the real purpose of “being here” right now, is in the process of being exposed, disclosed, revealed, and consciously – known.

Time is revealing us.  The multi-dimensional aspect of Time is overlapping us.

The hidden mirror of self-reflection is not always easy.  And yet, the coming years will show and teach us the truth of who we are – and are not.

Time is such that it soon becomes not only about that which we currently “believe” and “profess”, but becomes paramount to know Where we stand and Why we stand there, as regional and global events go active and/or play out.  Do we remain where we are because we fear consequence and looming events and those who bully the world?  Or do we stand Where we stand because we truly know who and what  we Love?

The time of our personal apocalypse is a good thing.

It is a time of self-revealing.  And with it will come the manifestation of either personal growth or personal chaos, much more so than in years gone by.

Our upcoming year is so short in some respects, and yet will be so long in other aspects of our lives, as our personal decisions made these years have ongoing and critical consequences for future decades.

I want to encourage those who have more going on within you than you are able to express to those closest.  A year, such as the one I speak of, usually brings polar opposites of joy and sorrow, feast and famine, loss and gain.  All of these will be dependent upon how we accept the personal apocalypse, which is being released in greater and greater measure for all who dwell beneath, upon, and above the Earth.  No exclusions.  It’s here.

May we all look back with understanding – of the privilege of this season.

Vera Lokteff








The Multi-Dimensionality Of Truth

Every Truth, even when foundational, still has a broader and deeper Truth which it is a “part of”.

Truth does not change, but the greater ripples of Truth, do expand what and how we perceive and know it, and this helps us to not only utilize that truth in our lives as a concept, but also teaches us how to become part of that truth as well.

And while we may understand that Truth ripples out into greater and greater ripples, it is also true that more often than not – greater ripples within multi-dimensional truths – work themselves down into our smallest ripple within our third dimensional lives. (3D)

What is a ripple?
I am referring to the circular ripples made on a smooth lake when a child throws a pebble into the water. The first hit on the water “begins” a series of circular ripples. The first ripple is small, the second ripple is larger, and the third ripple is larger still.

Truth is like that.
There is an initial first smallest 3D ripple of a truth, but there are also larger ripples of that truth which correlate to, and are part of, the first smallest ripple – but go beyond what is obviously seen or known.

Another way to see this is to look at a sheet of paper full of illustrations, art, and writing on it.
Pick up this sheet of paper. Hold it so that only the thin line edge faces you.
What do you see? Not much.

Now turn the same sheet of paper to the larger broad 8×11 side.

Coming into a greater Truth about something is like coming around the corner from the thin line edge of a sheet of paper, to looking out at the larger vista, broad horizon side – where there is much more to see, understand, and know about – this very same truth.

What squeezes or oppresses you in your daily life – here on the thin edge – actually started long before on the larger and broader horizon of your 3D life.

Yes, the greater knowledge of a specific truth sometimes pertains to more information about what transpires in your 3D life. However, it very often starts squeezing and oppressing you – from within a different density and/or dimension.

Our 3D religious and educational systems, in conjunction with social engineering – help to keep us limited and contained – to the thin sliver side of the sheet of paper. The three work together and in tandem, sometimes intentionally and sometimes not, to keep us from being aware of the larger ploys and tactics used against us, and helps keep the masses in a helpless state.

Loads of money, effort, time, and literal warfare on all ripples, work together to keep us focused on the smallest ripples. Why? It is done to keep you from understanding the truth of Spirit Law.

Spirit Laws – literally supersede the ones we are told we are limited to within the third dimension.

Spirit Law makes clear our “spiritual right of inheritance” – which absolutely trump 3D, 4D, and all matrix dimensions.

What are they afraid of?
They are afraid of the power of Knowing.
“You shall know the Truth and the Truth Shall Set You Free”.

The days are now such that it becomes paramount that we see, understand, and believe that Truth Is Unstoppable.

Truth is unstoppable.
Think of each ripple of expanded Truth which you come in to – as the largest ship in existence, and then think of the greater expansion of Truth – as being larger and greater still. Larger than the largest ship you had previously known. Truth, when in the water, creates an overwhelming wake that is beyond measure. The lie cannot approach even the farthest reaches of this overwhelming wake.

Truth is in the water. Truth resonates whether people want it to or not.

Lies, whether political, spiritual, etc., are nothing more than tiny canoes, which get capsized and submerged – by the Tsunami and Wake Of Truth.

Now imagine what you absorbing truth, knowing truth, and becoming part of Truth – Means.

Vera Lokteff

Hope Is A Lifeline

There have been several times in my life where I have really needed a lifeline. The events I speak of involved both figurative and literal life and death situations, which required a lifeline. I want to share one of those events today because I believe that millions of people around the globe currently find themselves in need of a lifeline, and have no idea where or how to look for one – even though a lifeline is available to all of us.

I am one of those women who married at an “appalling young age”, and have remained married to the man who has been my best friend, protector, lover, and nurturer for forty six years. I take no credit for this as he is the one who had foresight to ask me to marry him – when I was nineteen. My response was an easy one,
“Yes. In two years.”. His reply was gentle but firm, “It’s this year or not at all. If you want to marry me, you either want to marry me now or not at all.”
We were both Christians,pre-marital sex was not on the table. I was out of high school early, and went on to study what I thought I should study in college, but did not really know where my interests lay. Thinking about it, while looking at both the sincerity on his face, the seriousness of his words, and weighing the possibility that he might mean what he said – I said, “Yes.”

I had known my husband from childhood. Our parents had known each other from their days in China. (White Russian Baptists, Russian Christian Orthodox and White Russian Protestants from all over Russia, who made it across the Chinese border, had found themselves interacting with each other in the small Russian Christian community in China. Many of them ended up serving together in either the local/regional wars against Mao, the Communist Russians following them over the border, and/or others who were incurring into their areas within China. My father in law, whose passion was music, was brought on to serve as a bugler. He sounded the commands from his mount – a beautiful black stallion – at the side of his commanding officer.)

Stories of miracles, both supernatural, and miracles provided by other humans – were just as much a part of my childhood reality, as were richly illustrated Russian fairy tales, which had come from another time – when people were not forced to leave home – for somewhere else.

I gave birth to our first child three weeks before our first anniversary, and while our joy was great and real about giving birth to an almost nine pound baby boy, it later became clear that I would require long and serious surgery due to complications.

Surgery. Okay, sure, let’s do it and be done with it.
It ended up being an almost eight hour surgery.

In those days they paralyzed your body, and put you under as a two-step.
This meant that you could be paralyzed but conscious. This also meant that you could be consciously aware when they cut into your body. The incision was a long vertical one. They put you under, and kept you there for whatever duration they needed to complete surgery. In my case, I had no idea prior to surgery that they would take my intestines out, remove vegas nerves, reconnect everything, repair the hiatal hernia from pregnancy, and for good measure do a pyloroplasty. (They found a bleeding ulcer.) It took a lot of anesthesia.

I don’t remember being moved from surgery to gurney. I don’t remember tubes being inserted into multiple recesses of my body, and I don’t remember being moved to the bed in my private room. I do remember being in a deep fog of incredible pain, and wanting Desperately to sleep.

My fog and pain were only interrupted by an on and off realization that my husband, somewhere in this thick fog – was literally slapping the soles of my feet and asking me to wake up. (Turns out he was following the nurse’s instruction.)

Excruciating physical pain makes you want to give up. It leaves you feeling that it’s okay to just let go and die – to make the pain you feel – stop. I was stuck in that Hopeless place, and it seemed to not have an end to it. I knew about miracles, and supernatural intervention, I should have known how to pray or call out from my spirit/soul, but my mind was literally so consumed by the fog and pain that I could not even mumble a silent heartfelt prayer – for help.

I slowly began to realize that I was cut off. I was unable to wake up. I was unable to pray. I was unable. Hopelessness began to drown me, and with this too, came my desperate need for – that sleep.

I really don’t know which hour of hopeless hell it was – when I began to feel someone sitting in the chair on the right side of my bed. An older, calm and firm male voice said,“Vera. You need to wake up.”

I made no response, but in my head I thought, “Who is THAT?! And why doesn’t he make Ruben stop slapping my feet?!”

“I Am Your Father. You need to Wake Up.”

My mind immediately went to my third dimensional life and I thought,
“You are not my father.”

The reply came back to me – in less than a Nano second.
It came with a tangible flood. A flood of Hope.

Hope, which created a tsunami push against that fog that I had been drowning in for hours.

“I am your father. Wake up.”

The realization of the words, the amazing Hope that suddenly flooded me was the equivalent of a life time’s supply of food, water, shelter, and safety – all rolled into one.

I got it. I woke up.
“OUCH! Can you stop slapping the soles of my feet?!”

At that young age, with the limited vocabulary and terminology within my religious training – there was no way to Explain It, and yet it was more real than anything I had gone through that day.

How can I adequately express and explain to people – that we have “family” that goes beyond third dimensional family – who sees, knows, and has compassion on us, and does sustain us with HOPE when we perceive all to be lost, and believe that all is hope-less.

I get it. I understand that there are those who make their living mocking Hope.
These liars don’t matter.
Hope is real. I have experienced it.
Millions of people around this globe have persevered because Hope carried them during their darkest days.

This is why nefarious people want to take Hope away from you.
They want you to be powerless, and the thing that takes your power away – more than anything else is – Hopelessness. Don’t fall into that trap.

Things look bad. Things will look worse. But we also have to remember that “things are not as they appear”. If you succumb to this hopelessness, you quit. You stop living. You want to die. You want to give up, quit, hide. If there was ever a season when we need to remind each other that Hope is tangible – it is now.

We can become – Hope – for those who are hopeless.
It can be a simple encouraging word.
It can be a quiet delivery of groceries to someone who has nothing to eat at home.
It can be a couch for the person who could not pay their rent.
It can be a podcast, a video, an article – of encouragement.

It can also be a conscious prayer for a person.

A prayer does not need to be ritualized and formal to have effect and/or affect.
It simply needs to come – from our heart. (Some might say from our soul/spirit.)

It can be carrying those we love – within our hearts and thoughts – with love and compassion – until they are able to stand on their own two feet again.

Prayers and Thoughts are Scalar. This is real science.
What you speak. What you Believe. What you say – has Power & Effect.

Don’t succumb to the naysayers who want you to – Shut Up.
Your silence is the goal.
People who lie about you – have the specific goal of – Silencing You.
Do not submit to this.

Governmental powers, who try to silence their people – have the goal of DisEmpowering those who are the squeaky wheel leading to a flood of words, which can change the world.

People say that keyboard warriors accomplish nothing. I disagree.
Keyboard warriors put a lot of “scalar words” into the system, by using the net.
If these words had no power – there would not be paid specific departments within governments, which work daily to counteract “online words”.

Speak your words, write your words – with purpose.

Thoughts and words – are scalar.
They pierce that place that is physical and metaphysical, and open pathways for other things to come through. Be specific. What is it that – You want – to come through?

Understand that – their goal – is to get you to start Thinking Hopeless, Acting Hopeless, and Believing in Hopelessness.

And this is why so many people who pretend to “care about you for your own sake” lie about others, in the hopes of circumventing you from coming – into Hope.

We have a season for a push back. A serious push back.
It will require being aware on multiple planes of existence.
One of those places is your – Thoughts & Spoken words.

It also requires a stance of – Rejection.
Reject lies. Whatever, and wherever they may be.
Stand against the lies, and keep a stance of – Hope – for others.

Speak in whichever manner you are able – audible or not. And when you stand firmly with Hope within you – you help strengthen, enable and empower those – who speak and work – on the frontlines of speaking/living Truth. The invisible you, behind the scenes, becomes very important in this hour.

I may not have awakened after surgery, had Family that I did not “see” not come to help me. We must be just that same thing – for each other – especially in this hour. We may not all know each other in 3D. We may never meet in 3D. But what we know within ourselves is that – we are Family Of Spirit. We are here on planet Earth – together.

We may live in different countries, and believe in varying religions, but at the end of the day – those differences insignificant overall, because we are all a part of something which is so much greater than Planet Earth, and we are family in a way that cannot be denied, disempowered or disenfranchised. Our spirits recognize each other when we meet. We refresh each other with every contact.

Find your real family.

And if you can’t find them right now – stand in Hope – because they Are out there.
Don’t let the liars bring you into that place of hopelessness.

If you let them take away your Hope – they win.

More later,
Vera Lokteff